carolinaiueo is vacillating

"Let the world discover your deepest secret or lose your best friend?"

jawaban & tindakan apa yang seharusnya gua ambil?

manakah jawaban yang bijaksana??

help! comment ya, yg masih memiliki rasa belas kasihan kepada diriku yang lemah dan rapuh tak berdaya ini tolonglah give me some advices, ok? yessssss, i guess. i know you'll give it!  

carolinaiueo is looks like bencongz

you know why i censor my face?

haha cause my brother said that my face is like bencong at this picture. hah! brother macam apa kau!

carolinaiueo is being fool by somebody

i got it!! they're falling in love each other (well, its just my opinion. i dont know the truth but i can catch their chemistry). i know you're in a better place (yeah of course with her). agggghh! and now feelin' like i just lost a friend (friend? hmmm i dont know how to called our relationship), i feel breathless.

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i know, there are thousands girls wanting you to be your girlfriend. he boy! you are cute, smart, kind, funny, blablablablablaaaaaa. you're so charming, boy! ahhhhhh i CANNOT forget the way he looks at me. i tried until thousands way to forget anything about him, but...............zero! i can't. its not working until now. oh goshhh  i felt so weak, hah! i don't meant to run but everytime he cames around i feel more alive than everthing. i guess its to much yeah?? very extremely wanting him.

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please comeback to the past. you’re the only person i know like the back of my hand. and maybe you CANNOT see me wanting you the way you want her, cause i'm not what you wanted. i guess she is blinding your eyes haha. I'm just a fool girl who's willing to close around you again and wait for you, but can't you see there's nothin' else for me to do??! i'm so hopeless, hikssssss. it's just because of you. i am not a brave girl. you were totally sucessed made me fly and down again. it's true that time is flying by too fast   :'(

Carolinaiueo is a sad tree

yeah, its my first post. buat blog cuma gara gara ga ada kerjaan aja nih haha. sebenarnya sih ada, besok kan pekan ulangan namun saya malas hehe.

liat header blog gua ada gambar pohon. yeahhh, bisa dibilang itu pohon ga sehat yeee??? itu pohon melambangkan suasana gua saat ini bgt nih. gua namakan pohon itu dgn nama sad tree. yaa gara gara bentuknya ada tanpa daun sama seperti gua yg sedang di rundung banyak masalah. sakit segala lagi gua, biasa... penyakit musim pancaroba. dan masalah2 lain, terutama masalah my sociality a.k.a romance hahaha.

you know, he loves other girl. OMFG! setelah tau itu, i lost my power. rasanyaaaaaaaa ingin mengakhiri hidup saja. seandainya jantung ini berhenti berdetak sebelum gua tau itu, it wouldnt hurt like this. rasanyaaaaaaaa terlalu tega untuk diungkapkan. haha mungkin beberapa yg baca post ini mikir kalo gua terlalu berlebihan or watever lah, tapi ini benar benar ga di lebih lebihkan. itu emg yang sedang gua rasain, sampai saat ini juga masiiiiiih terasa periiiiih (haha). how poor i am!

its my very first time to love a guy. tunggu dulu, maksud gua tuh pertama kali bener2 bisa suka bangggggggggget laaah. wishing my feelings gone. wishing i can forget him  like he fogotten me. wishing you pray for my wealthy hahahaha (maaf, ini ketawa stresssss)